Friday, February 25, 2011

Friday Nite Video (Alison Krauss and Union Station)

Well folks, February is almost over. Three days left after today. This months videos have been about love. We had a pop star, a smoking hot diva and a old style crooner. I thought it would be fun to end this month with a different style of music. A good old fashioned country/bluegrass tune. Who would be a good artist to feature? How about that lady with the angelic voice Alison Krauss and her band Union Station. I've been a big fan of hers and the Union Station boys for quite some time now. Alison has a almost haunting voice and she can hang with any of them. She started taking classical violin lessons at the tender age of five and later discovered she preferred the fiddle and the bluegrass sound (sheew) and changed her style. As she grew she won contests and awards for her fiddling and singing. In 1987, she released her debut album at the age of 16 with the Union Station boys as her backup titled To Late To Cry. It was a immediate hit and today at this point she has released 11 albums and won 26 Grammy awards. She has also done songs for numerous movie soundtracks including one of my favorite movies O Brother, Where Art Thou. One of my favorite Alison Krauss songs is the remake she did of the late Keith Whitley's song When You Say Nothing At All. That song was a classic in it's self and not soon after that song was released Keith passed away and no one could have remade it and done it any justice but Alison did and she nailed it. As good as Keith's was, hers was the female version and she honored him with her remake. I was close to showing that video for tonight but I thought lets twang it up a bit and end this month with something upbeat and lively. Hence, tonight's video Baby, Now That I've Found You. This song was originally wrote all the way back in 1967 by a group called The Foundations and has been performed by several artists since then. Alison and Union Station featured it on their 1995 album Now That I've Found You, A Collection. It's one of my favorite songs from them and even though its a remake, they put their own original sound on it. So, without any further delay, from 1995, its Baby, Now That I've Found You from Alison Krauss and Union Station. Enjoy!

Friday, February 18, 2011

Friday Nite Video (Harry Connick, Jr)

Hey Folks. I thought tonight we could go big band style with that big band jazz guy Harry Connick, Jr. I be liking me some Harry. I enjoy that old timey orchestra and jazz music. And, since it's love month here at Just my Thoughts, Harry fits right in very nicely. This song I picked for tonight is from his 1997 album To See You. There's not to much to say about old Harry. He's been performing since the 80's and he's as big today as he was then. So instead of all the boring details lets just enjoy tonight's video. It's got that old style sound to it and it's just a great song. From 1997 it Lets Just Kiss. Enjoy.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Friday Nite Video (Belinda Carlisle)

Continuing with this months love theme, this artist fits right in. Belinda Carlisle. Belinda has had some great songs, plus I love her. Has there EVER been a more gorgeous women singer in the history of music? I think not. And what a voice! Belinda got her start with the all girl group The Go-Go's all the way back when they formed in 1978. In the beginning the group played in clubs and had more of a punk sound then anything else. But, all that changed in 1981 with the release of their debut album Beauty and the Beat. That album gave us the hits Our Lips are Sealed and We got the Beat. Then came their second album Vacation. This album just didn't have the sales like their first one did and in 1984 they released their third album Talk Show which pretty much bombed. In 1985 the band decided to break up. That's when Belinda launched here solo career. Her first one was in 1986 and it was simply titled Belinda. It contained the hit Mad About You, which featured a video where Belinda sported a short, blond sexy hairstyle. For her second album she changed that look to a reddish long haired look. That album was Heaven on Earth and it contained the hit by the same name AND also my favorite Belinda song I Get Weak. All in all Belinda has released seven solo albums. Belinda and the Go-Go's recently got back together and did a reunion tour and she also released a autobiography last year titled Lips Unsealed. My video I'm showing is I Get Weak and that's exactly what I get when I hear and see her sing. She is one hot looking momma! Belinda, PLEASE be my valentines lol. From 1988, it's I Get Weak. Enjoy!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Love, me

A Valentines love story, with a twist

Dear Angela,

I'll see you later on when I get home from work. I'm going to stop by the store on the way home and get some fresh salmon. The corner seafood market has it on sale this week and I know how you love it. I'll cook that and we can have a salad with it. I love you so much and will be thinking of you all day while I'm working and can't wait to see you when I home. Maybe after dinner we can watch a old movie on one of those cable movie channels if they have a good one on. I'll see you shortly.

Love, me

Dan quietly wrote his note to leave for Angela, as he did each morning. He loved his wife and hated being away from her, even for the time he was at work. The good thing about it was he had to be in early so he usually got off early as well. He was a employee of the city of Dayton, Ohio. Had been with them for sixteen years, started with them right after he and Angela had tied the knot. They had moved to Dayton from Cleveland right after they had eloped and gotten married. They were young. Angela's parents did not like Dan and the same could be said for Dan's parents liking Angela. They were both warned they would be cut off if they married and each set of parents would disown them. But they were in love. They saved some money, eloped on a friday afternoon and that very weekend they moved to Dayton to begin their life together. Their parents kept their word. Neither set had any contact with them. In the beginning that had really hurt Dan and Angela but as time went by they began to adjust. They didn't need them, they had each other. They had rented a small apartment for their first ten years. They saved every dime they could during that time and six years ago they purchased their first home. A modest three bedroom, two bath home on the outskirts of town. That was also when they decided they had waited long enough and it was now time to start a family. They tried and tried but nothing happened. Getting concerned, they both made doctor appointments to get checked out. They both had exams and received a clean bill of health. The miracle had just not happened yet but they refused to give up. "When the time is right, it will happen", Dan would tell his bride. And now with sixteen years being with the city Dan didn't have to work nights anymore. He was on the 6:30 to 4:00 shift so he was home every night with Angela. He didn't have to worry about her safety like he did when he was working the night shift. When they first got married Angela thought she was going to continue to take classes to become a teacher, which was what she had wanted to be her whole life. But Dan refused to allow her. He was the man, it was his job to work and provide. End of story. This had produced terrible arguments and fights but Dan refused to back down. His mother never worked and he would not allow his wife to work. Once, in the heat of one of their arguments Dan drew back to hit her but stopped before he did. Angela suddenly became very scared and ran into the bedroom and Dan chased after her. He was in a rage, out of control and Angela, for the first time, feared for her safety. She slammed the door shut behind her and locked it. Dan beat on the door with all his might, cursing and screaming for her to open the door. Angela was about to call 911 for help when Dan stopped and she could hear him crying through the closed door. Soon, he was apologizing to Angela, begging for her forgiveness. He had lost control, he was sorry and it would never happen again. After a few minutes, Angela did open the door and there was Dan. Crying, reaching out to her and telling her how sorry he was. That was sixteen years ago. Angela never brought up the subject again. The arguments and fights just weren't worth it. After all, Dan was a hard worker and he provided for all their needs. And Dan loved her with all his heart.

That night Dan did bring home salmon and he even insisted on cooking it and tossing together the salad. After dinner he even cleaned up. He didn't mind. When all that was done and over with they settled onto the couch together and channel surfed for awhile, looking for something to watch. There wasn't any old movies on that interested them. Soon Dan was playfully tickling on Angela and she was laughing and then Dan would laugh. This went on for awhile and they started kissing and making out and soon Dan was picking her up off of the sofa and carried her into the bedroom and laided her on the bed. Still kissing and getting more worked up by the minute they started pulling each other clothes off and soon they were trying again to conceive a child. When they were finished Dan stayed there, rubbing Angela's hair and stroking her face. "I love you so much darling", declared Dan. "I love you too" responded his wife. Soon they fell asleep, embraced and holding on to each other.

Dan awoke to the sound of his alarm clock blaring. Briefly startled, he reached over and hit the darn thing to turn it off. 4:00 am had come quickly. He looked over at Angela. Thankfully, it hadn't woke her and she was still asleep. He quietly got out of bed and slipped out to the kitchen to put on the coffee. Once he had it brewing he went and did his daily ritual of shaving and showering as he prepared for work. When he was finished he went out and poured his first cup of coffee. It always provided him with that morning jolt which he needed so badly. As the coffee started doing it's thing he collected his letter from yesterday and put in in the folder that was tucked in between where the kitchen cookbooks were. He had saved every letter he had wrote to Angela since he had started writing them each morning. The letters numbered in the hundreds, maybe a thousand. He had wrote and left her one each workday morning for the last six years starting right after they had bought their house. His signature was always the same, Love, me. He had started that when he started leaving her the letters and it had just stuck. He got out a clean piece of paper and started on that days.

Dear Angela,

Last night was beautiful. I can't believe we fell asleep like that. If its possible I think I love you more with each passing day. Today is Friday and I'm so glad we have the weekend to look forward to. We can discuss what we want to do and maybe make some plans when I get home today from work. Please know that I will be thinking of you today and I can't wait to get home to see you. Again, thanks for last night. I love you.

Love, me

Quickly now Dan got dressed and finished his coffee. He slipped back into the bathroom to brush his teeth. After that he slipped back in the kitchen and threw together his lunch. He poured the rest of his coffee into his big mug he carried with him to work and got all his things together to leave. Before leaving, he quietly slipped back into his bedroom to finish his last thing he also always did before leaving his lovely bride. Walking over to the side of the bed, Dan leaned down to kiss Angela on the forehead. on what used to be skin, now just a dried out leathery covering over bone and a skull. The forehead of a corpse. A corpse that had been dead for a very long time. One eye staring straight ahead, the other one staring straight up as if looking at something only she could see. Her mouth open like it was releasing a scream that had escaped a long time ago. As Dan stood back up he whispered, as not to wake her, "I love you, see you soon".

Friday, February 4, 2011

Friday Nite Video (George Michael)

February and Friday Nite Videos. As promised, this month I'm going feature videos talking and singing about love. Isn't love what February's all about. Ya got Valentines day there in the middle. My birthdays right before that and I'm a pretty lovable guy (I hope you all think that). Your reading this and I love writing it. I love the fact that Springs right around the corner. So as you can see there's a whole lot of loving in the month of February. This first week I wanted to do a video by that kinda freakish dude known as George Michael. How many different characters has this guy been since he first appeared with Andrew Ridgeley in the group Wham? Remember them? They first appeared in the early eighties and were pop sensations. Their image was squeaky, clean cut fellows out having a good time and enjoyed a lot of success. Remember the CHOOSE LIFE shirts George would wear? I do and I had one! I remember wearing it out on the town and knowing I was the man! Wham put out a long string of hits but in 1984 when they released the album Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go there was a solo single performed only by George titled Careless Whisper and that single quickly hit number 1 on the billboard charts and Wham became a endangered species. Then, in 1986, the band officially broke up and George said see ya to Andrew and started his solo career. A year late Michael released his album Faith and over night he became a superstar. It was the white mans Thriller. Several songs on it hit number 1 and the ones that didn't were at least on the billboard charts. George was adored by the ladies and projected that bad boy image. Then the rumors started flying that he was in fact gay. He denied it. Then said it might be true, then would deny it, then say again he was. He still performs today and has yet to match the success of the album Faith and every now and then you hear about him getting into some trouble. One thing you can be sure of, the man can sing. My favorite song from the album Faith was Father Figure. It's the one I wanted to show for tonight, the first of our four old school love songs. I think the model George is in love with in this video is stunning and this video is 24 years old. Also in the scenes with they are kissing it's passionate enough where you can almost FEEL the kiss yourself. Watch and see for yourself. From 1987 its Father Figure by George Michael. Enjoy!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Clubs

I'm not a club kinda guy. No, I don't mean night clubs or even dance clubs. I'm talking about civic organization clubs. Never belonged to one, probably never will. Whats the first kind of civic clubs a kid is introduced too? That would be the Cub Scouts. I remember way back when I was in elementary school some of my town friends were in the Cub Scouts. The Cub Scouts were the introduction to the Boy Scouts. And as we got older those same friends graduated up to Boy Scouts. They would wear their fresh pressed blue uniforms with their yellow kerchiefs around their necks. Their shirts sported sewn on badges of various levels completed. Master knot maker, bow and arrow sharpsman, the wilderness survival badge. The more badges, the more knowledgeable the scout. I remember going to a couple soap box derby car races and thought that was about the coolest thing ever. I so wanted to be a scout. I asked my parents, "Mom, Dad, can I join the Boy Scouts?" Parents, "no." Me, "why?" Them, "because." My interrogation would continue. Soon, I was told to hush up about it and don't ask again! I, not a fond fan of pain, obliged. A couple of times later when we were all happy somewhere or out doing something I would GENTLY bring it up again. "Your not going to join the Boy Scouts because we're not sure what they teach or what they believe in. Plus, we live to far away from town and we don't have the time to be running to town every other day to take you to more then likely something that would try to indoctrinate you with things that go against our beliefs." So I never became a Boy Scout. Fast forward to high school. In a effect to gets us primed up to the notion of belonging to a civic organization suddenly we are bombarded with clubs to sign up for. There was Future Farmers of America, Future Nurses of America, Future Business Leaders of America and the Future Homemakers of America (for the less motivated students), and the one we didn't have but probably should have had, the Future Career Criminals of America. Add to that the Science Club, the Spanish Club, the Varsity Club, the Spirit Club, the Drama Club and the Debate Club. If none of those interested you, you could also choose from band, choir or a sport of some sort. If you liked sports but didn't want to participate there was also cheer leading. Every possible option and interest was covered, except for the career criminal one but they wouldn't have attended anyway, they were to busy committing crimes. I personally, choose band and football. I stayed away from those clubs that might have had a hidden agenda of some sort. I mean, if the Boy Scouts are teaching and preaching something dangerous then who's to say these other groups aren't. I steered clear thank you. Then, when you graduate your hit with even more choices of civic organizations to join. There's the Rotary Club, the Kiwanis Club, those famous animal clubs including the Moose Lodge, the Elks Club, the Lions Club,which, by the way, had a spin off when the wives of the Lions got sick of their men having all the fun and started their own club called the Lioness Club, the Odd Fellows Charity Lodge, the Masonic Lodge, the Rebekah Lodge, it's cousin the Morning Star Lodge, the Shriner's, the VFW, the Daughters of the American Revolution and my town I'm from had a Grange Hall so I guess the members of that club called themselves the Grangers? I guess I'm programmed to become suspicious when these organizations announce Secret Members Only Meeting this Tuesday evening at 7. Doors will close promptly so don't be late. My first question is why is it all behind closed doors? Why do members greet each other with a strange handshake while making a nasally, bleating noise like a sheep or goat? And what REALLY takes pace behind those doors once they close? Drunken orgies where fruit is eaten and vast amounts of alcohol are consumed while men in their late sixties and early seventies attack and violate the women in attendance? The women not fighting it but actually ENCOURAGING it? Or do they turn all the lights off and light candles and don black robes and chant while Earl brings in the adult chickens and they all take turns piercing their fowl bodies until they lay dead and all of their blood in drained out of their lifeless poultry bodies. Then when the blood has stopped flowing they turn the lights back on and have refreshments before the meeting for that week is adjourned. And what if the people over at the Rotary Club were really planning a global world takeover and they are just buying time until their main leader gives the word and they leap into action and start with the overturn of the US government? These are the main reasons I don't belong to any civic organizations.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Friday Nite Video! (Michael Buble)


Okay, tonight's video is a little cheating. The video and song is a little over a year old. Not exactly old school. I wanted to do a old crooner song by Michael Buble and I remembered this song he recently released and it's a real gem. The song is great. The video is great. Michael has a voice that's as smooth as butter also. I love all the old swing and jazz songs and the big bands. Michael Buble can belt them out as good as anyone every has. Harry Connick Jr is also a great singer and entertainer. I will feature some of their old classic covers in the weeks and months to come so that makes up for tonight's little cheating I guess. Also next month is my favorite month of the year, February. Why? For one thing I was born in the month of February. Valentine's day is in February. Soooo, in honor of that great month we'll be concentrating on old Skool videos dealing with love starting next week. You won't want to miss them. We'll be heating the month up, I promise. For now, here's my NEW skool video from Michael Buble. (And notice in the video he doesn't have any packs of toilet paper in his shopping cart) It's from the album Crazy Love, released all the way back in 2009, and its called Haven't Met You Yet. Enjoy and bring the ice pack to cool down with next week!

Video: Debbie Gibson and Tiffany Talk Campy Syfy Film, Pop | Billboard.com

Lo and Behold, I just did dueling pop stars Tiffany and Debbie Gibson last week on the old school video nite and I see today that the two of them are pairing up for a Sci-Fi movie. Amazing! The story on Yahoo talks about how they have been making appearances together to promote the movie and talk about themselves. How cool is that? I really didn't know anything about this until today. Here's the video if you want to see it....Video: Debbie Gibson and Tiffany Talk Campy Syfy Film, Pop | Billboard.com

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Pappy's


Whaley Retro Road Trip being planned now. Will take place in early march. We will be traveling to Johnstown, PA to eat at one of the last remaining Pappy's Family Pubs in existence. There will be plenty of stops to dine at historic diners and restaurants. Overnight accommodations are being planned for this event. Tentatively being called the "I'm Sappy for Pappy" road trip. We will be leaving from the home of Nick and my sister Kimberly Mascheri. They live right outside of Wyomissing PA which is located in beautiful Berks County. If you enjoy eating like the Whaley family enjoys it then you won't want to miss this event. Email or contact me for further info. ~Ren~

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Friday Nite Video Nite! (Debbie and Tiffany)

Hey friends, its that time again. Its Friday Nite! Man, are the weeks flying by or what? Since I've been doing the Friday Nite Video night on here it seems like that's all I've been doing! I'm not complaining, I love writing about and showing these oldies. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do too. It has just made me aware of how fast the weeks go by. Tonight I want to do something that I haven't done yet, a double feature! Yeah, TWO videos. You all have heard of dueling banjos, right? Well how about dueling female pop stars. Not Britney Spears vs Christina Aguilera. BEFORE those two. I'm talking about those two hotties from the 80's Debbie Gibson and Tiffany. Debbie Gibson was the first of the two to have success. She released her first album titled Out of the Blue in 1987 and that was by far her most successful one. It produced four hits for Debbie and one of those songs, Foolish Beat, hit number 1 on the billboard charts. Debbie was 16 when Out Of The Blue was released and she had just turned 17 when Foolish Beat hit number 1 on the billboard charts. She set and still holds the record for youngest artist to write, produce and perform a number 1 billboard song. Debbie had a great voice and looked good and had that all-american girl next door look. My favorite song she did was her first release, Only In My Dreams. Here it is. Check out the beach scenes where Debbie is on the beach in a bed! I always wanted (and did a few times) to sleep on the beach but I never thought to set a bed up on it. The sand was comfortable enough for me! After this we'll talk about her up and coming challenger. As Debbie was riding her wave of success she was challenged by another wildly popular pop sensation. Tiffany released her self titled album Tiffany also in 1987. The first single released off of that album bombed. Her managers came up with the idea of kicking of a tour at shopping malls around the country and people started taking notice at this unique way of performing in front of the fans. When her second single, I Think We're Alone Now, was released it was a huge success. It also hit number 1 on the billboard charts. Tiffany was still signed on to her mall tours and they were becoming more and more chaotic. I remember I hoped she would come to the old Salisbury Mall but that was wishful thinking. Heck, SHOPPERS didn't even visit the Salisbury Mall. My feelings on the two was Debbie had the better voice but Tiffany had the looks. Just something about that long, red hair and that acid washed denim got me stirred up. I always thought she resembled Molly Ringwald, another redhead knock-out from the 80"s. And what's also cool is that both Tiffany and Debbie still record and have small TV parts and even some theatrical performances. For now though, this is ALSO from 1987 and this is Tiffany! Enjoy and see ya next week!

Choices

It's a hard thing to go from being married and then going through the painful process of divorce. Your suddenly torn from everything you once believed your life was. You suddenly realize those plans you had ain't gonna be happening. The dreams you once dreamed come crashing down around you. You try to keep your head up and move on and you do. You learn how to do things that your partner did, and likewise for them. You get a crash course real quick on how to do the things that your ex did when you were married. Things I never did but have had to learn to do, things like paying and juggling the bills. THAT'S a tough one, let me tell ya. Or any kind of clothes shopping. My work shoes are literally falling apart but I dread the thought of going and trying on new ones. It's hard to keep a clean house. I don't usually dust until I can't see whatever the dust is covering. I've always liked to cook so that's no big deal. But the one hardest thing for me that I now have to do would be this, having to buy toilet paper at the store. Really! I despise it! It usually happens like this. I'm pushing my cart around the store, usually Walmart (which is another story in its self) and I venture down the "Paper Products" isle. I maneuver my cart down through the isle and it's always packed with people. I finally get to the toilet paper section and I'm blown away by all the choices! I see 2 ply, 3 ply, textured, no texture, aloe infused, scented, unscented, single roll, double roll. Why does it have to be so difficult? Then I have to start comparing prices so that starts taking time. I end up standing there looking at the prices and choice's and start to get that overwhelmed feeling. I notice other shoppers strolling by and grabbing a certain brand and type without even stopping. And I KNOW everyone else is looking at me and thinking, Look at this poor guy, must be recently divorced. I'm suddenly aware that all the different brands want me to think that theirs will be the softest choice just by their name. Names like Angel Soft, White Cloud, Cottenelle, Quilted Northern, and Charmin Ultra Soft. Where's the Sandpaper Plus? Or the Super Abrasive brand? Where's the Brawny Wood Chopper dudes brand? He has paper towels, right? Then comes the decision on how big a pack to buy. If I get one that has six or more rolls in it I'm afraid people will think I spend to much time in the bathroom. Think to themselves, "Look, that guy must really be a big crapper, look at that mega-pack of toilet paper he's buying". On the other hand, get the small pack and I'll have to be doing this again very soon. Do I want the lotion or aloe infused? That sounds nice but then people might think I suffer from hemorrhoids or irritable bowel syndrome so I just stick with the regular kind. I usually go middle of the road and grab a 4 roll pack, hurry and put in it my cart and head up to check out. When I get to the registers I do a quick scan and see what cashier would be the least embarrassing for me to check out with. I usually choose a guy. If there's not a guy working I try for the least attractive woman. I certainly don't want someone my age that looks good and I have to put TOILET PAPER up on the conveyor thingy and she has to pick it up and slide it over the the thing that reads the price. I just know she'll be thinking "loser" when she does. A man on the other hand will probably slide it over the price reader and think to himself "Hum, good choice. Same kind I use". Sometimes I wanna say something like "This is for my neighbor, he asked me to pick him up some since I was coming to the store". When they are done ringing me up and they give me my total due only then do I take my dark sunglasses off so I can see the debit card swipee and I quickly slide my card, enter in my numbers, get my receipt and scram! When I get to the point when I can buy toilet paper comfortably in the store then I will know I'm on my way to being a whole and complete person again.

Monday, January 17, 2011

The Box


I grew up reading Stephen King and loved his stories and his style of writing. Whenever he released a new book I bought it right away and devoured it word by word and usually finished it in a few days. I loved his short short stories as well. Here is my attempt at one. I hope you like it.....


Billy Owens didn't remember when he got the box, he just knew he had always had it. For all of his fourteen years the box had been there in his room. It was made of wood and it was the kind of wood that one could tell was very old. Dry with a rough, gritty feel to it. It was painted red, a red that once was bright and shiny but now was just a dull, faded shade of that red. There was a light blue swirl that ran along all four sides and finished on the lid up top. The bottom corners had a thin, tarnished looking intricate medal support attached that went a inch over on to each side for support and stability. The lid was connected on one side with two of the same type of metal hinges. The box stood roughly six inches high and each side measured about six inches long. The lid had a small round wooden knob that was naturally stained to a rich, dark tint that most likely came from peoples fingers rubbing on it as they opened and closed it over the years. Inside the box were also indications of it's age. The wood, without any paint, was dry and like the handle, ingrained with dirt and scars. Billy had once asked his mother when and where she had gotten the box but she knew nothing about it. Had never seen it before Billy brought it to her attention. "Probably one of your friends or your aunt Kara's kids left it here when they were over," she replied. That answer seemed to satisfy Billy and he took it back and placed it back on the shelf but back behind some of the other things on the shelf. Behind his baseball glove and the tall stack of his comic books. Billy always felt uncomfortable looking at the thing. Even more uneasy actually touching or handling it. Whenever he had it out and would rub his hand along the rough, grainy sides he got that feeling that someone was watching him. Once it was such a strong feeling that he had goosebumps raise up over both his arms. Plus, the longer he held it, the more he felt it was pulling at him, daring him almost to open the lid and have a look inside. Billy remembered too when he was younger and smaller putting some things into the box to store. Once it was a deck of cards. One time it was some hot wheels cars and each time when he went to get them they were gone. The box would be completely empty. Billy had told himself that he must have taken the things out before and had forgotten doing it and they HAD to be mixed in with his pile of stuff somewhere but Billy knew deep down that wasn't the case. The box had got them. Someway, somehow it had taken them. Billy never saw those lost items again and he knew he never would. They were gone and they were gone forever.



Billy was in the eighth grade at his middle school. He was a small kid and some of the other boys picked on him. Billy was a late bloomer, just starting the process of "growing up". Which made him the frequent target of bullies at school. Billy had gotten pretty good though at avoiding the main one's that showered him with taunts and teased him about his small size and stature. He tried to stay hidden in the shadows, knowing the bullies wouldn't tease him if they didn't see him. And for the most part he succeeded. The one bright part of his school day was his fifth period history class. Not because he was a big fan of the past or really cared for his teacher Mr. Adkins, but because he sat right across from Katie Peterson. He had had a crush on Katie since fifth grade. He and Katie had been classmates since kindergarten and he had pretty much known her his whole, short life.But it was only in the last couple of years that he had started having these strong feelings for her. Katie was progressing a lot faster towards the jump from adolescence then he was. Whenever he saw her his heart would start racing and he wanted to tell her oh so bad about the way he felt but he just couldn't. What if she laughed at him or outright rejected him? They were and had been friends for a long time and he didn't want to jeopardize that. So he did what most every other boy his age did and remained silent about his feelings. One particular day during class Billy kept looking over at Katie after they had taken their seats and Mr. Adkins had started taking attendance. Katie looked absolutely beautiful this day. She was wearing a light blue dress with black patent shoes. Her hair was pulled back tightly into a ponytail. Billy could not take his eye's off of her. Suddenly Billy had a idea. Since he could not bring himself to SAY the things he wanted to tell Katie he would write them. Right then and there. Could he bring himself to give her the letter? That would have to be something he would decide later. As Mr. Adkins rambled on about the civil war and how it had almost destroyed America, Billy quietly took a sheet of paper from his binder and started writing. He started by saying how deeply he loved her and had felt this way for so long now and how he thought she was the prettiest girl he had ever seen and the words, the words that he had wanted to say for so long but couldn't, flowed from his pencil onto the piece of paper. He was so engrossed in what he was writing that he didn't notice when Mr. Adkins stopped lecturing and started walking toward him. Billy continued to write feverishly as Mr. Adkins made his way toward Billy's desk, stopping directly in front of him. Only when Mr. Adkins cleared his throat did Billy snap out of it and realize his teacher was standing right in front of him. "Taking notes are we?" he asked Billy. Billy attempted to crumple and tear the paper up but Mr. Adkins was to quick. He grabbed it from Billy's hand before Billy could rip it up. As the teacher straightened the page out he starting reading what Billy had been writing. A small smile starting in the corner of his mouth and quickly spread over his entire fat, greasy, ugly face. Mr. Adkins was a big overweight man. No one really liked him. Now Billy was starting to hate him. Hate him like he had never hated someone so much in his life. As he finished reading the words on the paper he asked Billy "Perhaps you'd like to read this to the class Billy, I'm sure everyone here, including Miss Peterson here, would enjoy this as much as I have". And with that Billy's heart began to sink and he immediately started shaking his head back and forth. No no no no no no nooo thought Billy to himself. "Very well, I will read it for you," declared Mr. Adkins. "No! You can't" screamed Billy. Suddenly he was scared. Scared at the feelings boiling up inside him. Scared that the other kids would hear what he wrote and they would laugh, oh would they laugh and laugh and laugh. And Katie, she would probably never speak to him again, just as embarrassed on this day as he was about to be. Soon the other kids started chanting "Read it, read it". "Very well class, here is the notes that Billy has been taking from my lesson today" said Mr. Adkins. And with that he started reading. Reading the part where Billy had wrote that every time he saw Katie his heart started beating real fast and how it felt like it was gonna jump right out of his chest. How he loved her sooo much and thought about nothing else all day. His classmates were all laughing and whooping and pointing at him. Katie looked over at him and Billy was stunned to see she was laughing too! The girl he loved more then anything else in the world, laughing along with all his classmates, at him. Billy stood up directly in front of Mr. Adkins. Then Billy opened his mouth to tell Mr. Adkins to STOP. Stop reading his private letter when something came out him that MADE the teacher stop reading. The other kids and Katie stopped laughing as well. Billy had said stop but it was the way it came out of him. It came out in a deep, loud raspy voice like no one had ever heard before. Not from a man or certainly not a small, puny kid like Billy Owens. And there was authority in it. The teacher stepped back, surprised. Anger had consumed Billy Owens. It burned in his eye's, no, smoldered would better describe it. Everyone now had stopped laughing and talking for that matter. Everyone just stared at Billy, afraid to say anything, afraid he might turn his attention on them. Mr. Adkins suddenly became uncomfortable, VERY uncomfortable. "Go now to the principals office young man" the teacher mumbled to Billy, shifting his eyes away from him. "I will call down there and tell them they can be expecting you. Go now" the teacher said. And with that young Billy Owen grabbed his things and ran out of the room and down the hallway. And, as Mr. Adkins had said, the principal was indeed waiting for him. "Your mother is on her way. When she arrives we will discuss your punishment. Have a seat young man until she arrives."


Billy's mother continued to lecture him the whole way home from school. He would be grounded. He would lose TV and computer privileges. The school had given him three after school detentions. He was going to receive a zero for today in Mr. Adkins class, also one each for his last two classes that he was going to miss for being sent home early. His mother was mad. She was called at work and told someone had to come pick up Billy since he was not going to be allowed to attend his last two classes that day. He had been writing a letter to a friend in Mr. Adkins class and Mr. Adkins had caught him. When he attempted to share it with the class Billy had told him to stop reading it in a threatening way so Billy was being sent home for the rest of the day as punishment. As Billy's mother went on talking and telling him how disappointed she was in him he wasn't hearing her. He kept seeing his beloved Katie, laughing at him, at his feelings he had poured out for her. Laughing along with the rest of the class. As his mother pulled into the driveway at their home she continued her lecture. She had to go back to work. She would be home at five and he BETTER be in his room studying or reading and no TV or computer. Billy grabbed his stuff and ran from the car to the front door. After opening it with his key he ran in and dropped everything right they on the living room floor and ran into his room crying. He threw himself on his bed onto his stomach and he let it all come flowing out. The shame, the embarrassment, the hurt, the anger. Billy cried and cried. He had tried to hold it in while he was with his mom but now the floodgates were open and it was flowing out. He was crying into his pillow, it folded under his arms with his head on it when suddenly he felt a cold finger-like touch going across the back of his neck. Billy's head jolted up automatically. Suddenly he wasn't crying anymore. When he turned and looked to his left he almost let out a scream. The box, HIS box, was on the bed next to him. Only it didn't look like the box that had been in his room for as long as he could remember. This box looked new. The colors were bright, like they had just been painted. The brass corner pieces and the lid hinges looked brand new. The light reflected brightly off of them they were so shiny. Fear began to rise up in Billy but at the same time he was drawn to the box. He felt that familiar pulling, only this time he wasn't touching it. It had touched HIM somehow, he didn't know how but it did. And here it sat. Right next to him. Hey Billy, remember me? Ya wanna play? Billy wanted to get up off the bed and run, run somewhere, anywhere, just out of this room, away from this thing. I used to be old but now Im new Billy. New for You! Why don't you open me up and see whats inside? Your cards maybe? Or those little cars that went missing so long ago? And then Billy KNEW he had to run, to get out of there. But he couldn't. That pulling feeling was stronger then he had ever felt. The box looked sooo shiny and new. Surely if he opened it it couldn't hurt. Couldn't hurt him. And who knows, maybe there WILL be something inside it. Open me Billy, Im your friend old buddy pal. Ive been here from the beginning. I promise you I got something inside that you'll like. You'll like it just fine Billy Owens. I know you will. And with that Billy sat up and reached over and grabbed the box. He placed it on his lap and slowly popped the small latch that kept the lid closed down. I shouldn't be doing this Billy thought to himself but he couldn't resist it. It was pulling him too strongly. He knew it would have something in there that he didn't want to see but what? Looking down, Billy turned the little metal piece that the latch held onto and lifted the lid of the box up. Immediately a blast of ice cold air shot out of the thing. There was nothing in it. Absolutely nothing. Inside the box was a thick, swirling darkness that completely consumed the entire inside of the box. A darkness that seemed impossible to penetrate. Billy could not see the sides nor the bottom of the box through the darkness. As the cold air continued flowing out of the box Billy kept watching the swirling blackness. Soon Billy could see his breathe as he exhaled. As he continued to stare at the thing little white dots appeared, mixed in with the black. As they swirled around they multiplied. Soon they started attaching to each other. Billy wanted to close the lid on this thing and get out but he couldn't move. He felt as if he was in a trance . The dots appeared to be forming some kind of image and he had to see what it was. The box seemed to speak to him, See Billy, I told you you would like what I had for you inside. Just keep watching and you'll see. I never lie Billy. Me and you are friends, best buds. Right Billy? And as more white dots appeared and formed the swirling slowed. Suddenly, terror started rising again in Billy as he saw what the dots were forming. Looking back up at Billy was the image of a man's face. A big, fat, overweight man's face. It was a image of his teacher, Mr. Adkins. And then Billy did scream. And right after that he started running. The box fell from his lap, onto the floor and landed on it's side, the lid still open and the cold still pouring out. Billy ran out of the room, out the front door and down the driveway to the sidewalk and keep running, not sure where he was going but running just to get as much space between him and that cursed box as he could.



Exactly one hour and a half after Billy had opened the box and had seen Mr. Adkins face in it, the teacher sat at his desk in his classroom. The students had been dismissed and like usual, Larry Adkins sat looking through the students homework he had collected today and he was going to get a jump on grading some of these as he usually did. Larry liked to spend some time in his classroom and get as much of his work done as possible. The less he had to take home the better. Larry Adkins was in his early sixties and he knew he was overweight. He always planned to start exercising but that day kept getting put off. When Larry got home at night he was pooped, hence the staying after to get as much grading and checking done as possible. He was the oldest teacher on the staff. Most of the others one's were younger with families to go home to but Larry was single and lived alone. The only one that ever left after Larry was Carl the janitor that came in latter during the day and always closed the school down at night. As Larry sat at his desk shuffling around the days papers he came across the one he had taken from Billy Owens. He read it again to himself. Katie, I love you and I have always loved you. You are the prettiest girl I know and have ever seen before. I love you so much you just don't know. Larry just shook his head and thought to himself, darn kid, he shouldn't have been writing his confession of love during MY class. Right after that thought went through Larry's head he got a chill. Suddenly he felt cold. It felt like someone had turn the A/C not only on but on full blast. Then Larry had another chill but this one wasn't from the coldness he was feeling. This one was like someone was WATCHING him. Then he could have sworn he heard someone whispering, whispering to him. Larry, oh Larry. You made my friend very sad today Larry Adkins. "Who's there?" Larry shouted out to no one in particular. "Carl, is that you?" he called out. As Larry Adkins began to stand up to see who was talking to him he was struck with a searing pain across his whole upper torso and body. Larry clutched at his chest and attempted to make it all the way up on his legs but couldn't and didn't. He fell back into the chair and started to gasp for air. He had to get up! Had to open his door and call for Carl. Carl could get help! As the pain spread across Larry's chest like fire racing through his veins Larry tried to stand one more time and almost made it but his knees buckled at the last second and he went crashing down, down to the floor. As his face reddened and his gasps grew weaker he tried to call out for Carl but he couldn't. The last thing Larry Adkins felt and heard was a invisible, cold hand over his mouth and that same voice whisper in his ear. See ya Larry Adkins. I'll tell Billy you said bye. And across town in Billy Owens bedroom the lid slammed shut on the box that was still laying on its side on the floor.



Billy slowly opened the front door to his house and walked in, shutting the door behind him. It was 4:45. He had fifteen minutes before his mom would be home. His bedroom door was still open but he was scared to go look in. He knew that he would have to sooner or later and it had to be pretty quick since his mother was due home shortly. Cautiously, taking one step at a time Billy approached his doorway and peered in. His bed was just like he had left it. The pillow still in the middle. He could see it still had some wet spots from his tears. But he didn't see the box. It wasn't on the floor where it had fell when he jumped up and raced out of the room. Billy took a couple more steps, this time going into his bedroom and looked nervously around. He was half crouched, expecting the box or something else to surprise him and jump out at him. But nothing did. He walked over to his shelf and he gasped at what he saw. The box was there, behind the baseball glove and the stack of comics. And it was old, like before, like it had always been. Could Billy have imagined this afternoon? He WAS pretty upset. No, he knew he hadn't. He carefully reached back and took hold of the box and picked it up. The colors were faded again, along with the metal fasteners and brackets. Billy's hand was shaking as he turned the latch slowly, just to check inside one more time. He lifted the lid as if there was a bomb inside and a sudden, rapid move would set it off. He looked inside and just like always, there was nothing inside. No darkness, no dots, no anything. But he felt that strong feeling again as he handled the thing and studied it. And he heard it speak to him. Not as a voice but in his head. Hey Billy Owens, you just leave me here on this shelve and you come see me if you need me again. I took care of Mr. Adkins for you. Me and you are pals Billy Owens and pals always look out for each other, right Billy? "Yes, pals do", whispered Billy. They sure do. Billy thought it would be good to have a friend. Someone always looking out for him. He smiled at the box and placed it back on the shelf. This time not in back of his other things but this time out in front. Then Billy turned and went to get his books that lay scattered on the living room floor, whistling to himself as he walked away.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Friday Nite Video (ABBA-Dancing Queen)

Hey all. It's Friday Night! Yay!! I thought it would be fun to talk tonight about the "Mega-Hit". You know, one of those songs that EVERYBODY knows and most people like, although not all would admit it. The Mega-Hit spans generations. Most of them have been out awhile and everyone knows them. Tonight I'm thinking about ABBA and their big smash hit Dancing Queen. To me, that's one of those songs that people just love and we don't really know why we love it. Like for example, Y.M.C.A by the Village People. The Village idiots would better describe them but hey, it's a catchy song. Or Celebration by Kool and the Gang. I'll be celebrating when DJ's stop playing that one at every get together that has a disc jockey there for entertainment. ABBA formed in the early 70's and had limited success in the US until they released the album Arrival in 1976. That was the album that had Dancing Queen on it and ABBA rocketed into super stardom after that. But I think a lot of people felt guilty liking them and even worse, ADMITTING that they liked them. Why? For one thing, their not Americans. They hailed from Sweden. They had unusual names. Anni-Frid, Bjorn, Benny (that ones okay) and Agnetha. They wore crazy looking costumes that looked like they were starring in some cheap science fiction movie. They were popular during the big disco crazy era, which was a time when people either loved disco or they hated it. But regardless of peoples opinion of them, everybody LOVED Dancing Queen. Even to this day, whenever there is a social event taking place like a wedding reception or a anniversary party of some sort, when the DJ puts Dancing Queen on look out! Tables and chairs are cleared and the people are on the dance floor! Kids and people of smaller stature better look out cause they might get run over! Even people that don't normally get out on the dance floor until their three sheets to the wind drunk and convinced that everyone that's on the dance floor is now ready to see dance moves that will stun and amaze them run out when Dancing Queen comes on. And there's always that couple that actually TOOK disco dancing lessons back in the 70's and they become the envy of everyone else out there dancing as they spin and twirl in perfect unison. I would even venture to guess that if two elderly people in their nineties were to fall in love and get married over at the Rest Easy nursing home and they had the reception at the banquet hall at 3 because dinner was at 5 and bedtime was 7 that even then if the DJ put on Dancing Queen the residents would jump up and start shaking their booties. Wouldn't matter if they had a bad hip, two knee replacements, severe arthritis, it was ABBA and Dancing Queen! When you really listen to the words of the song you say to yourself, what the heck are they talking about? You are the Dancing Queen, young and sweet and only 17. That must be a Swedish thing. When I was 17 I was in high school and we had a homecoming queen but never a dancing queen. The small town I grew up in was famous for it's delicious watermelons grown there and we had a watermelon queen crowned every year but again, no dancing queen. ABBA released several albums after that one and had quite a few hit songs from those albums. Songs I had long forgotten until they released the movie Mamma Mia in 2008. That movie was a screen adaptation of the Broadway musical that had been done a few years prior and was a huge hit. I actually went to see the movie in 09 with my parents who were down to visit me at the time and my mom had heard good things about it and thought we three might like it. I smiled and said okay, lets go and I really didn't think I would like it but surprise, I loved it! I had forgotten so many of those old ABBA songs that they sang in that movie. Songs like Take a Chance on me, Waterloo, Chiquitita, SOS and one of my favorites The Winner Takes It All. But when that long piano roll started and the Dancing Queen music began, you knew it was ABBA's BIGGEST hit. It was the best choregraphed song in the movie with the whole cast joining in. If you never saw it, rent it sometime and check it out. It's got a great story and takes place at a B&B on a beautiful island. I liked it so much I got a copy of the soundtrack! Which leads up to tonight's video, Dancing Queen. I'm assuming the young girl in front of the stage is the "Queen" they are singing about but I don't think she's quite 17. Also look at the crowd out on the dance floor. This must have been shot live at the (fill in the blank) party cause it was just like I was saying. Dancing Queen!! Come on! We gotta dance! Also too for bonus giggles check out the couple to the left of the "Dancing Queen Girl" at the beginning right at the 14 second mark. It's a typical I'm drunk and I can dance better then anyone else out here move. The guy picks his girl up and throws her straight up into the air twice, then she drops down to her knees and he lifts a leg and swings it over the top of her head. WOW! What a dazzling move! Are they dancing or practicing for a karate competition? Drink another one buddy! Anyway, here it is in all it's mega hit glory. From 1976 it ABBA and the Dancing Queen. Enjoy!